Somehow ,
Suddenly I Felt That ,
These Few Days ....
I Feels That We Seems To Be Drifting Apart .
Are We ? ,
Or Are We Not ?
Or Just Me Anyhow THink ? ):
We Talk Less Than 1Hour Alreadyyy .
We Never Use Computer Together Anymore .
We Never Meet Alreadyy ):
Today Went JurongPoint ,
My Main Objective Was To Meet Yous ,
But Everything Turns Up Not What I Expected ):
&& Yous Told Me Not To Go Home Late ,
I Did Listen To Yous ,
I Did Kept My PROMISE .
But Why Didnt Yous Go Home Early Too ?
Last Time ,
If You Were At Outside ,
You'll Still Text Me ,
But Now ,
Everything Seems To Change .
You No Longer As Sweet As Before ,
I Asked Yous Whys ,
You Gave Stupid Lame Reason :
Cause You Never Eat Sweet -.-
Last Time No Matter How Tired You Are Or What ,
You'll Still Have Th Inciative To Accompany Me ,
Now ? ...
Yous Didnt Even Seems To Care ,
Or What ...
You Just Sleep All Yous Want ,
Go Out All Yous Want ,
With Friends All You Want ,
Totally Forgotten You Still Have A GIRLFRIEND WAITING FOR YOUS Pathecticly !
Friends Are More Important Than GirlF ,
Brothers Are More Important Than GirlF ,
Having Face In Front Of Them Really That Important Than Treating GirlF Well In Front Of Them ?
As In Th Way Yous Talk To Me On Phone W Them Arounds ! ):
It Hurts Whenever They're Arounds Or Whenever Yous Talk To Me Rudely , Fiercely Or What ):
You Knew How Much I Love Yous ,
You Knew How Much I Could Do For Yous Cause Th Love I Had For Yous .
But Please ...
Dont Take It For Granted Please ,
Will Yous ?
Sometimes ,
THinking Backk ....
I Did Many Lame , Childish , Lj Things ...
Like :
MIA ,
SKIPPED SCHOOL ,
CRIED ,
SKIPPED MEALS ,
QUARRELS W FAMILY MEMBERS ,
STRAVE MYSELF ,
TORTURE MYSELF ,
ETC ...
I Listened To Yous Cause I Love Yous !
You Told Me To Study Hard , Have Faith In Myself , Never Look Down On Myself .
You Told Me To Go Home Early , Dont Stay Out Too Late Cause Im A Girl & Parents Will Worried , I Listened . I Went Home Early . But ...
Alone At Home , Had Nothing To Do .
Text Yous , Never Reply .
Cause You Claims Your Prepiad Left Little Message .
I Asked Yous To Top Up ,
You Promised You'll , Just For My Sake , Just FOr To Be Able TO TExt W Me .
But Till now ,
You Still Haven Top Up ! ):
Its 120609;4.40am Now .
I'm Still Waiting For Your Call ,
I'm Still Waiting For Your Text ,
I'm Still Waiting For You To Top Up ,
I'm Still Waiting For You To Reach Home Safely ,
Etc ..
I KNOW IM STUPID FOR DOING THESE .
I KNOW IM STUPID TO WAIT FOR YOU CAUSE YOU ASKED ME TO SLEEP FIRST .
BUT SOMEHOW ,
IM JUST WORRIED ABOUT YOUS ,
I DONT KNOW WHYS !
IM SORRY .
MAYBE THAT'S HOW MUCH I MISSED YOUS ,
THAT'S HOW MUCH I CARE FOR YOUS ,
THAT'S HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUS ,
THAT'S HOW MUCH I DOTE YOUS .
I JUST HOPE YOU WONT FORGET TH PROMISES WE MADE ..
&& I'LL BE GRATEFUL ALREADYYY ..
MR.TAYJIAWEI ,
I JUST SIMPLY LOVE YOUS
I JUST SIMPLY MISS YOU
I JUST SIMPLY WANT YOU
I JUST SIMPLY CANNOT STOP THINKING OF YOUS ..
BECAUSE YOU WOKE UP LATE ,
DIDNT TEXT ME ,
DIDNT CALL ME ,
BUSY OR WHAT ,
I'LL BE LIKE TOTALLY MOODLESS ,
NO APPETITE ,
SAD ,
ANYHOW THINK .
I KNOW IM SENSITIVE ,
I'LL LEARN NOT TO ANYHOW THINK .
BUT I JUST WANT YOUS BADLY ,
I JUST MISSED YOU BADLY ,
I JUST LOVE YOU TOO MUCH !
AND IM JUST SO SO FUCKINGZXC JEALOUS ,
WHY YOUR FRIENDS CAN GO OUT W YOUS EVERYDAY ,
WHY YOU CAN SPEND TIME ON THEM EVERYDAY ,
WHY CANT YOU GO OUT W ME ,
WHY CANT YOU PEI ME ,
WHY CANT YOU SPEND TIME ON ME LIKE HOW YOU SPEND TIME ON THEM EVERYDAY ?
OR AT LEAST FEW DAYS PER WEEKS ,
ESP NOW IT'S SCHOOL HOLIDAYS !
HAIIS .
I SHALL END HERE .
HOPING TO SEE CHANGES HURRS .
AND OUR PROMISES WILL NEVER BE BROKEN (:
PROMISE ARE MEND TO BE FULFIL ,
PROMISE ARE MEND TO BE KEPT ! (:
&& Our 4th Month Coming ,
What I Wished For Is Written On My Blog .
Haiis ):
May 2009
