xoxo-180209

2009-08-06T18:03:00.000-07:00

You Left My World ; My Life Once Agains On

050809 ..

Exactly Two Months After We Patched .
I Hate Myself For Asking Yous Th Question ! ,
I'll Never Forgive Myself .

I Hope You'll Be Happy Everyday Bahs ,
&& I Think You'll .
Cause With Or Without Me In Your Life ,
Makes No Different .
Just One More Person Texting W You ,
Just One More Person Calling You ,
Just One More Person Waiting For You ,
Etc ....

Im Sure You'll Takecare ,
So I Wont Asked You To Takecare ._.

Hope You'll Study Hard ,
Rest Early Every Night ,
Dont Always Late For School Uhs .

I'll Learn To Be Strong ,
I'll Learn To Be Independent ,
I'll Learn Not To Cry Because It's Over ,
But Smile Because It'd Happened .

&& I've Learn ,
Promises Are Mend To Be Broken ;
Promises Are Not Mend To Be Kept .
There's No Everlasting Love In This World ,
But Everlasting Pain .
There's No Such Word As Tiongxims ,
Because Tiongxims Is A Lie ! ,
If You're Tiongxims ,
What You Get Back At Th End Of Th Day ,
Isn't What You Supposed To .
Sighs !

2009-07-18T01:30:00.000-07:00

Happy Fifth MonthAnniversary Baby ! ♥

18th ,I Love You To Th Max ,No Matter Where We're ,No Matter How Far We're ,No Matter How Busy We're ,Our Love Never Gonna Fade Off ,&& This Will Last Forever Like How You Promised Me ,Rights ?
Actually Supposed To Ton Last Night(Friday;170709) ,But Baby Suddenly Last Min Got Something On .So We Didnt Meet Up .Sad Hurrs .
But Meeting Next Friday ,Baby Say He Gonna Pei Me Manyzxc Manyzxc (:Miss&LoveBabyLots !

2009-07-06T03:34:00.000-07:00

18th ♥

Mr.TayJiaWei ,

I REALLY FCUKINGZXC LOVE DIE YOU !
I REALLY FUCKINGZXC MISS DIE YOU !
I'm Sorry For What Had Happened Yesterday .i didnt mean it de .i promise i wont do it agains ,but now i finally realised how much you loved me ,and how much i stands in your heart .though what had happened yesterday ,though it makes me cried like launtic ,i find it quite worth it hurrs .
but before what had happened ,though we didnt go sentosa ,i'm really happy cause we're able to spend time together agains .i enjoyed th movie we watched together ,though it was quite scary ,laughs !

2009-07-04T03:08:00.000-07:00

Met Baby Today ,
After Baby Reached Outram ,
We Walked To Th Playground .
Slack ,
Chatted .
Had Funzxc ! :D

After That ,
Around 3+am ,
Baby , Dion & Me Went TO PearlCentre .
Had Fun At PearlCentre W Baby & Dion .
Baby ,
Fcukingzxc Love You Lahzxc !
Huggs ~
Hehes ^^ && Baby ,Im Sorry For Th Trantum I Gave At Th Badminton Court D:Sorrys ):

Around 7am ,
Dion Went To Take Bus Home ,
While Baby & Me Went To Take Mrt (:
Stupid Sia ,
Wanted To Take Picture W Baby Ones ,
Then Th Mrt Come ,
Wtf -.-
Stupid Mrt,
WHy So Fast Come ,
Roars ! D:
Then Took One Super Blur Picture Onlys D:
Sadded ..

2009-07-02T03:05:00.000-07:00

Special Post For Mr.TayJiaWei ,

My Current BoyFriend ; Future Husband! ,

Laughs.

Baby , I Wanted To Tell Yous This ...

No Matter What You Say ,

Be It Real Or What ,

I'll Choose TO Believe ,

Because You're Th Only Person I Care And Love .

Nothing Stands More In My Heart And My Mind .

Whenever Im Bored , Upset Or What ,

Your Images Will Keep Flowing Through My Mind ,

And Th Happy Moments We Had .

&& I Last Night ,

I Dont Know What I Pressed And Accidently Deleted All Messages You Sent ,

Then I Quickly Text You And Told Yous ,

I Was Really Surprised And Shocked When You Suddenly Used Your Friend's Phone TO Call Me And You Thought I Was Sad Because You Never Text Me Or Call Me .

But After I Told You What Happened ,

You Were Damn Sweet Though You're Rushing To Hang Th Call Cause It's Your Friend's Phone .

Th Most Unforgetable Words You Said Was :

What You Deleted And Lost Was Only Th Messages What , Also Not Losing Yous Or What .

And You TOld Me To CheerUp ,

Not To Be Sad ,

And Quickly Go Sleep Because Tomorrow I Still Have SChool To Attend .

Baby ,

I Really Love You Lahzxc !

Though You're Rough And Vuglar Sometimes ,

And Kept Disturbing Me ,

Because You Wanted TO Entertain Me Or Something ,

You're Really Sweet Luhs ! ,

But You're Cold & Forgetful At Times ,

Especially When You're W Your Gay Partners ! D:

&& Your Friend Told Me :

You're Really Good ,

Just That You Kept Acting Cool -.- Laughs !

Arghhs .

ღ

ღ BABY;ILOVEYOU! ღ

2009-06-28T21:06:00.000-07:00

Text W Baby Until 3+am This Morning ,

Damn Nice ,

Damn Funny ,

&& Damn Idiotic Lahs Baby ! ><"

Then Baby Fall Asleep Ps Me Alone Agains ,

Tmd ! ,

KillDieHim Narhs ! ><

Roars !

Pig ,

Faster Wake Up ,

Im Waiting For You To Wake Up And Pei Me Lahs ! (:

Hmmm ,

&& Baby's Birthday Is Coming ,

Lols ! ><"

I Wanna Meet Baby Every Week Lehhs !

I Wanna Go Out W Baby Every Week At Least Once !

Blehhs :P

To : His Gay Partners ,

All SHOO Away From Him ,

His Mine ,

Dont Snatch Him Away From Me Lahs ,

I Lend Him To You All For Th Most 6Days , xD

Lols !

THen At Least Return Him To Me Once A Week Lahs ,

Roars !

Stupid ,

He's Attached Alreadyyyzxc ,

You All Still Want Seduce And Snatch Him From Me ,

JealousDieMe ! Dx

Baby ,

Meet Up Soons !

I Miss Hugging Yous ! Dx

2009-06-25T20:58:00.000-07:00

24June'09 & 25June'09

Met Baby ,Then We Train-ed To Outram Station .
Tapped Card Out ,
Baby Smoked .
Went People Park's Seven-Eleven .
Bought Drinks (:
* Baby , Thank You For Th Drink (: ,
I Did Drink Finish In Front Of You Hohs ^^ Hehes .
Improvements ! , Rewards ?? (:

Walked Arounds ,
Then Went To Void Deck .
Baby Smoked Agains =.=
SmokeDieHim , Lols . JK ! (:
Then He Act Cute ,
Want Play Block Catching W Me ,
Wtf -.-
Then After That He Run Until Staircase There ,
Smoked Agains -.-
Arghhs !
Then Play Hide-And-Seek .
Wth ? , Baby So Act Cute Rights ?
So Childish ,
Still Say I Children ,
Should Be Him ,
Blehhs :P

After That He Smoked Agains Chatted On Phone W His Friend ,
THen I Went PlayGround THere And Sit ,
After Baby Hang Th Call & Smoked Finish ,
He Came PlayGround There FInd Me .
Slacked At There Super Long (:
On Baby's Phone To Listen To Music ,
I Kept Listening To Th Song " 我以为 " .
Think Baby Also Listen Until Bored ,
Want Sleep .
Lols ! (:
In Between Baby Keep Want Sleep ):
Then Whenever He Is Trying To Go Sleep ,
He'll Be Disturbed By Me (:
Wakakkas ~
Who Ask him ,
Want Ps Me Alone ,
Roars ^^ && When He Want Sleep , I Pulled Him Away From Th Seat , Didnt Want TO Let Him GO Back , Cuase He Want Sleep Then Ps Me ): Hehes ^^
We Were There From Midnight To Morning Around 7+am , Then Around 7+am ,
We Walked To TiongBahru's Mac (:
Just Because I Wanted To Eat HarshBrown .
Lols ! (:
Reached Mac ,
Baby Went Inside Just Specially Bought ONE HARSHBROWN For Me (:
Lols ,
*Thanks Baby ^^

After Buying ,
Cabbed Back To Th PlayGround .
Sat There ,
And Staring In Th Space .
Lols !
Then Baby Took His Phone Out ,
On Th Front Camera ,
Keep Disturb Me !
Wtf SIa !
Then I Sntached Th Phone Away From Him And Took Pictures Of Him ,
But He Deleted It Then I ONly Managed To Had ONE ! -.-

But THat One Cant Even See His Face Lohs ,
Dots ...
Then Baby Ask Me Go Eat Th HarshBrown ,
While Eating Th HarshBrown ,
Baby Smoked ,
Then Keep Puffing At Me ,
Wtf !
KillDieHim ! jkjk (:
Until I Say He Lidat I Dont Want Eat Le ,
Then He Stopped It ,
Lols (:
Attention Seeker Sia Baby ! ^^ jkjk (:

After Eating , ( Baby Said : I Took Around Or More Than 20Mins To Eat Just One HARSHBROWN , Lol ! )
Baby Sent Me To Th Lift ,
Ask Me Go Home ,
Then Keep Disiaos Me ,
Then I Dont Want Take Th Lift Up ,
So Baby Say Pei Me Until Door Step ^^ ,
So We Lifted Up , Reached Home .
Opened Th Door ,
Baby Damn Cute Lahs ,
Esp Th Way He Says "Bye-Bye" ,
Th Actions ,
Wtf ! , Damn Hell Cute Lahs !
Felt Like Opening Th Door And Go Hug Him Tight Tight Lohs ,
LOL ! ^^

Th First Time Baby Walked Away ,
I Thought He Went Home ,
I Sort Of Sad & Disappointed ,
Then Suddenly ,
My Door Bell Rang ,
I Went TO Open ,
Saw Baby ,
Damn SHocked And Happy Agains ,
LOL ! (:
He Damn Cute Lahzxc !

Fuckingzxc Love Him Lahhs !!
Muackzxc ! (:

After Baby Left ,
We Chatted On Th Phone While Baby Was In Th Cab Home .
Chat Halfway His Phone No Battery ,
NoobPhone ! ><

After Baby Reached Home ,
We Chatted On Th Phone .
Chat Halfway Both Of Us Fall Asleep Without Knowing !
Lols !

Around 5+pm ,
Baby Really Woke Up And Texted Me .
Hahas !
I Around 6pm Then Woke Up ! ><

Baby Is Really A Pig Lohs !
Though He Never Break His Promise About Will Wake Up At 530pm .
But After WE Chatted On Phone ,
He Went Back To Sleep ,
Lol !
Pig RIghts ?!
Wakaks (:

ღ
I Wanna Meet Baby & Go Out With Baby Soon Agains !
MissDieYous , LoveDieYous !
Muackzcx !

2009-06-18T23:35:00.000-07:00

Happy Fourth Month Anniversary Baby ! ♥

2009-06-11T13:11:00.001-07:00

Somehow ,

Suddenly I Felt That ,

These Few Days ....

I Feels That We Seems To Be Drifting Apart .

Are We ? ,

Or Are We Not ?

Or Just Me Anyhow THink ? ):

We Talk Less Than 1Hour Alreadyyy .

We Never Use Computer Together Anymore .

We Never Meet Alreadyy ):

Today Went JurongPoint ,

My Main Objective Was To Meet Yous ,

But Everything Turns Up Not What I Expected ):

&& Yous Told Me Not To Go Home Late ,

I Did Listen To Yous ,

I Did Kept My PROMISE .

But Why Didnt Yous Go Home Early Too ?

Last Time ,

If You Were At Outside ,

You'll Still Text Me ,

But Now ,

Everything Seems To Change .

You No Longer As Sweet As Before ,

I Asked Yous Whys ,

You Gave Stupid Lame Reason :

Cause You Never Eat Sweet -.-

Last Time No Matter How Tired You Are Or What ,

You'll Still Have Th Inciative To Accompany Me ,

Now ? ...

Yous Didnt Even Seems To Care ,

Or What ...

You Just Sleep All Yous Want ,

Go Out All Yous Want ,

With Friends All You Want ,

Totally Forgotten You Still Have A GIRLFRIEND WAITING FOR YOUS Pathecticly !

Friends Are More Important Than GirlF ,

Brothers Are More Important Than GirlF ,

Having Face In Front Of Them Really That Important Than Treating GirlF Well In Front Of Them ?

As In Th Way Yous Talk To Me On Phone W Them Arounds ! ):

It Hurts Whenever They're Arounds Or Whenever Yous Talk To Me Rudely , Fiercely Or What ):

You Knew How Much I Love Yous ,

You Knew How Much I Could Do For Yous Cause Th Love I Had For Yous .

But Please ...

Dont Take It For Granted Please ,

Will Yous ?

Sometimes ,

THinking Backk ....

I Did Many Lame , Childish , Lj Things ...

Like :

MIA ,

SKIPPED SCHOOL ,

CRIED ,

SKIPPED MEALS ,

QUARRELS W FAMILY MEMBERS ,

STRAVE MYSELF ,

TORTURE MYSELF ,

ETC ...

I Listened To Yous Cause I Love Yous !

You Told Me To Study Hard , Have Faith In Myself , Never Look Down On Myself .

You Told Me To Go Home Early , Dont Stay Out Too Late Cause Im A Girl & Parents Will Worried , I Listened . I Went Home Early . But ...

Alone At Home , Had Nothing To Do .

Text Yous , Never Reply .

Cause You Claims Your Prepiad Left Little Message .

I Asked Yous To Top Up ,

You Promised You'll , Just For My Sake , Just FOr To Be Able TO TExt W Me .

But Till now ,

You Still Haven Top Up ! ):

Its 120609;4.40am Now .

I'm Still Waiting For Your Call ,

I'm Still Waiting For Your Text ,

I'm Still Waiting For You To Top Up ,

I'm Still Waiting For You To Reach Home Safely ,

Etc ..

I KNOW IM STUPID FOR DOING THESE .

I KNOW IM STUPID TO WAIT FOR YOU CAUSE YOU ASKED ME TO SLEEP FIRST .

BUT SOMEHOW ,

IM JUST WORRIED ABOUT YOUS ,

I DONT KNOW WHYS !

IM SORRY .

MAYBE THAT'S HOW MUCH I MISSED YOUS ,

THAT'S HOW MUCH I CARE FOR YOUS ,

THAT'S HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUS ,

THAT'S HOW MUCH I DOTE YOUS .

I JUST HOPE YOU WONT FORGET TH PROMISES WE MADE ..

&& I'LL BE GRATEFUL ALREADYYY ..

MR.TAYJIAWEI ,

I JUST SIMPLY LOVE YOUS

I JUST SIMPLY MISS YOU

I JUST SIMPLY WANT YOU

I JUST SIMPLY CANNOT STOP THINKING OF YOUS ..

BECAUSE YOU WOKE UP LATE ,

DIDNT TEXT ME ,

DIDNT CALL ME ,

BUSY OR WHAT ,

I'LL BE LIKE TOTALLY MOODLESS ,

NO APPETITE ,

SAD ,

ANYHOW THINK .

I KNOW IM SENSITIVE ,

I'LL LEARN NOT TO ANYHOW THINK .

BUT I JUST WANT YOUS BADLY ,

I JUST MISSED YOU BADLY ,

I JUST LOVE YOU TOO MUCH !

AND IM JUST SO SO FUCKINGZXC JEALOUS ,

WHY YOUR FRIENDS CAN GO OUT W YOUS EVERYDAY ,

WHY YOU CAN SPEND TIME ON THEM EVERYDAY ,

WHY CANT YOU GO OUT W ME ,

WHY CANT YOU PEI ME ,

WHY CANT YOU SPEND TIME ON ME LIKE HOW YOU SPEND TIME ON THEM EVERYDAY ?

OR AT LEAST FEW DAYS PER WEEKS ,

ESP NOW IT'S SCHOOL HOLIDAYS !

HAIIS .

I SHALL END HERE .

HOPING TO SEE CHANGES HURRS .

AND OUR PROMISES WILL NEVER BE BROKEN (:

PROMISE ARE MEND TO BE FULFIL ,

PROMISE ARE MEND TO BE KEPT ! (:

&& Our 4th Month Coming ,

What I Wished For Is Written On My Blog .

Haiis ):

2009-06-05T07:47:00.000-07:00

We Finally Got Back Together Alreadyyyy !

Today Will Also Be Another Memorable Day For Me (:

At 050609'2013hrs ,

We Got Back Together (:

This Time ,

Let's Not Let Go Of Our Hands Anymore Alrights ?

Yous Promisedd !

&& Never Ever Can We Break Th Promises We Made Alrights ?

2009-05-27T05:35:00.000-07:00

26May2009
Boy , Dont Be Angry Le . I Miss You Badly ): I Really Wonder When Will God Answer To My Prayer . I Was Really Sad And Hurt When You Told Me Th Answer To Th Question I Asked You Yesterday In Texts . Hais . I Think You Know Why I Asked Yous Those Things . And Why Im So Concern About Thats . Hais ): Maybe I Should Face Th Reality , But I Just Dont Want To ): You Taught Me Many Things . You Taught Me To Grow Up , Learn Independent , Be Strong , Control My Emotionals Properly , Etc . I Wont Forget What I Promised Yous . Dont Worry . I Just Want God To Answer To My Prayer ): Reallyy . Haiis ): GOD GOD GOD , Please Answer To My Prayer Will Yous ?! Im Begging Yous . Please Please Please ! It'd Been 1Month Plus Alreadyyy . I Just Want You To Answer To My Prayer , Please !! Im Willingly To Minus Th No. Of Years Of My Life Just For Yous To Answer To My Prayer . Please ! I Miss Him Badly ): ISLH , ISMH , IRWHB , IRRWHB ! Please !

27May2009
Just Played Finish Audition W My XBelovedHusband ! (: Yay , Boy , Thanks For Playing W Me . Though Every Game You Just Like Ying Chou Me Only . I Appreiate That Alot ,
Thanks (: Seriously , I Really Missed Those Times We Had Together ): I Really Missed Those Times We Played Audition Together Happily ): I Really Missed Those Times We Went Sentosa Together ): I Really Missed Those Time We Played Volleyball At Sentosa Together Happily ): I Really Missed Those Time We're At Sentosa , Sitting On Th Tram , Had Lots Of Fun W Your "GAY" Partner On 130309 ): I Really Missed Those Times We Played In Th Cab ): I Really Missed Those Times You Bought Drinks For Me And Expecting Me To Finish Up Right Away In Front Of Yous Because You're Afraid I Not Enough Water Will Fall Sick ): I Really Missed Those Times You Cared Alot For Me ): I Really Missed Those Times We Chatted On Th Phone Every Nights , I Really Missed Those Times We Kept Disturbing Each Other Then You'd Apologised To Me , So Funny ): I Really Missed Those Times We Did Everything Happily ): I Want Those Times Back ): I Really Really Really Regretted Th Choices I Made On 210409 ): I Just Want Everything Back , Is It So Difficult ?! Why Must God Be So Dao ?! Cant God Answer To My Everyday Prayer ?! Hais ): I Think I'm Going Insane Soon ~ I Think I'm Going To Be Like Last Time Agains ~ I Just Simply Miss Yous Hais ): Life Is Really Unfair ! God , I Really Hope I Could Use My Life To Exchange Just To Have Everything Back For A Few Days , Or What . & I Would Be Satisfy ! After That You Can Take Away My Life . I Just Don't Wish To Live With Any Regrets ):
Boy , Th Days Without Yous Being W Me , Th Days Without Yous Staying By My Side , Th Days Without Yous Letting Me To Depend On ,
Th Days Without Yous ........ Really SUCKS ! Really Meaningless ! These Days Without Yous , My World Had Became Colourless ): I No Longer Know What L.O.V.E Is Anymore , I No Longer Know What To Do Next . I'm Totally Lost ! Boy , Th God Doesn't Want To Answer To My Prayer ,
Th God Has Been Ignoring My Prayers , Could You Please Answer Th Prayer On Th Behalf Of God ?! Boy , All I Want Is Just Everything Back Like Before ): Boy , Would Yous Please , Grab Hold Of My Hands Again , And Bring Me To Wherever Yous Go To Again , Will Yous ? Never Ever Let It Go And Never Ever Leave Me In Th Middle Of No Where Again , Will Yous ? Without Yous Grabbing Hold Onto My Hands , My Life Had No Directions To Go To ): Life Is Torturess Without Yous , Life Is Meaningless Without Yous , Life Is Sucky Without Yous ! I'm Willingly To Give Up Everything I Had , I'm Willingly To Give Up Th Whole World , Just To Be With You Once Again ! I'm Serious , I Swear !

Just Played Finish Audition W My XBelovedHusband ! (: Yay , Boy , Thanks For Playing W Me . Though Every Game You Just Like Ying Chou Me Only . I Appreiate That Alot ,
Thanks (: Seriously , I Really Missed Those Times We Had Together ): I Really Missed Those Times We Played Audition Together Happily ): I Really Missed Those Times We Went Sentosa Together ): I Really Missed Those Time We Played Volleyball At Sentosa Together Happily ): I Really Missed Those Time We're At Sentosa , Sitting On Th Tram , Had Lots Of Fun W Your "GAY" Partner On 130309 ): I Really Missed Those Times We Played In Th Cab ): I Really Missed Those Times You Bought Drinks For Me And Expecting Me To Finish Up Right Away In Front Of Yous Because You're Afraid I Not Enough Water Will Fall Sick ): I Really Missed Those Times You Cared Alot For Me ): I Really Missed Those Times We Chatted On Th Phone Every Nights , I Really Missed Those Times We Kept Disturbing Each Other Then You'd Apologised To Me , So Funny ): I Really Missed Those Times We Did Everything Happily ): I Want Those Times Back ): I Really Really Really Regretted Th Choices I Made On 210409 ): I Just Want Everything Back , Is It So Difficult ?! Why Must God Be So Dao ?! Cant God Answer To My Everyday Prayer ?! Hais ): I Think I'm Going Insane Soon ~ I Think I'm Going To Be Like Last Time Agains ~ I Just Simply Miss Yous Hais ): Life Is Really Unfair ! God , I Really Hope I Could Use My Life To Exchange Just To Have Everything Back For A Few Days , Or What . & I Would Be Satisfy ! After That You Can Take Away My Life . I Just Don't Wish To Live With Any Regrets ):
Boy , Th Days Without Yous Being W Me , Th Days Without Yous Staying By My Side , Th Days Without Yous Letting Me To Depend On ,
Th Days Without Yous ........ Really SUCKS ! Really Meaningless ! These Days Without Yous , My World Had Became Colourless ): I No Longer Know What L.O.V.E Is Anymore , I No Longer Know What To Do Next . I'm Totally Lost ! Boy , Th God Doesn't Want To Answer To My Prayer ,
Th God Has Been Ignoring My Prayers , Could You Please Answer Th Prayer On Th Behalf Of God ?! Boy , All I Want Is Just Everything Back Like Before ): Boy , Would Yous Please , Grab Hold Of My Hands Again , And Bring Me To Wherever Yous Go To Again , Will Yous ? Never Ever Let It Go And Never Ever Leave Me In Th Middle Of No Where Again , Will Yous ? Without Yous Grabbing Hold Onto My Hands , My Life Had No Directions To Go To ): Life Is Torturess Without Yous , Life Is Meaningless Without Yous , Life Is Sucky Without Yous ! I'm Willingly To Give Up Everything I Had , I'm Willingly To Give Up Th Whole World , Just To Be With You Once Again ! I'm Serious , I Swear !

28May2009

Everyone Said , Maybe I Love You Too Much , Maybe I'm Too Addicted To Yous ! , Maybe I Should Really Let Go And Carry On W Life , Maybe I Should Try Accepting Other Guys , Maybe I Should Continue W My Life , Continuing Moving On My Life ... Etc ... I Dont Know Luhs . But I Only Know I Regretted Making Th Choice On 210409 ! That's Th Greatest Mistake I Ever Made In My Entire Life ! ); Hais ! Fuckingzxc Regretted .
&& I Realised , NOBODY CAN ACTUALLY REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART ! NOBODY , I Swear ! For Th Past One Month , I've Tried ): CANT ! (U) Having You Back Seems To Be Like Someone Forcing Me To Th Corner Kind , Im Willingly To Do Anything For You , Im Willingly To Give Up Anything For Yous , Even Th Whole Wide World , I Swear ! All I Wished And Hoped For Was Just Yous Holding On To My Hands Again , And Accompanying Me Thru Th Rest Of My Life . That's Just My Only Wish And Hope . Boy , Now Im Still Waiting For Your Replys ): Though It'd Been 3Hours Plus , Though Th Replys Might Be Hurtful , I Just Wish To See Your Text , I Dont Know Whys , Sometimes I Just Feel Like Going All Th Way To BL To Find Yous And Hugg Yous , Sometimes I Just Feel Like Going All Th Way To BL To Find You , Even Though It's Just Seeing Yous From Far , Even Though It's Just Walking Pass Yous , I Dont Mind , All I Want Is Just To See Yous ,
All I Want Is Just To Know If You're Living Happily Anot . I Know Im Stupid , But That's Just Simply How Much I Missed Yous , That's Just How Much I Wanted Yous Back Again .. Th Days We Spent Together , Th Times We Had Together , Every Single Texts You Sent Me , Every Single Words You Told Me , It'll Be Memorable . I Just Simply Wants Yous Back , I Never Expect Yous To Come All Th Way To Bedok And Find Me Anymore , I Never Expect Yous To Spent All Your Times W Me Anymore , I Never Expect Yous To Do Anything Anymore . BUT All I Want Is Just Yous Being Mine Again , Dote Me Like Before , Love Me Like Before Faithfully , Treat Me Like A Princess Like Before , Joke W Me Like Before , Chat W Me On Phone Like Before , Go Sentosa W Me , Sitting On Th Tram Like Before , And Many Many More . I REALLY MISSED THOSE SWEET TIMES BEING WITH YOUS , SOMEHOW I WISH I HAVE A TIME MACHINE , I WOULD REVERSE TH TIME BACK TO 180209 , AND CONTINUE LOVING YOUS , CONTINUE DOTING YOUS ... ETC . AND I WOULD JUST SIMPLY STOP TH TIME AT THOSE SWEET MOMENTS WE HAD , THOSE SWEET TIMES WE HAD . There're Too Many Things I Wanted To Tell Yous , There're Too Many Things I Wanted To Let Yous Know , TOO MANY , TOO MANY ! ..... But Th Main Things Is : Boy , ISMY , ISLY , IRWYB , IRRWYB . (Im Sure You Know What I Meant , I Hope You Wont Ignore What I Meant , Please !) && I'll Still Be Waiting For Your Texts Everyday ! , I'll Still Be Waiting For You To Online Everyday ! , I'll Still Be Waiting For You To Audi W Me ! , I'll Still Be Waiting For You To Answer My Prayers On Th Behalf Of God , And I'll Be Waiting Until My HeartBeat Had Stopped .

2009-05-21T04:57:00.000-07:00

First Posting (:

Requested By ♂ To Post ,

Cause Our Blog Is Rotting ,

LOL !

This Post Is Posted By ♀ ,

Next Post Shall Be Post By ♂ ! (:

FAIR & SQUARE ^^

Saddy One Month Broken-Up Anniversy ):

It Had Been One Month Without You By My Side .

It Had been One Month Ever Since I Learnt To Be Independent .

It Had been One Month ! , Many Things Had Happened In This One Month ! ):

Although From 18May09 We Started Chatting Nicely Back .

I Still Miss Th Way We Used To Be In Th Past ):

Now We're Just G.Bii/BiiBii .

Hoping That Th G. Can Be Removed .

Just Like Last Time Back In Feb .

You Asked If I Would Remove Th G. In Front Of Th G.Dar (:

I Would Never Forget That Day .

Everything Started Out Nicely ,

Don't Know Why ,

Everything Became Like This ,

And Everything Changed Until Like _l_ ?!

Why Must These Changes Happen Or Appear In Our Story ?!

Why Must These Calefare Appear In Our Story ?!

Why Must Gossips And BusyBodys Interferring In Our Storys ?!

Can't This Story Continues Sweetly Like How It Started To Be ?!

Can't These Fcukingzxc Extras Things Not Appear In Our Story ?!

Anyway ,

It'd Passed One Month !

Grumbling Etc Is Useless Alreadyy ,

What Is Done Is Done ,

What Had Happened Had Happened .

It Just Time For Me To Face Th Reality ):

Although Th Reality Is Cruel ,

But I Still Have To Face It That .

It Had Been One Month ! ....

Without You By My Side .

Although Everyday Was Lifeless ,

But I Promised You I Will Learn To Grow Up ,

Learn Independent And Not Be So Dependent On You .

And Learn To Control My Emotionals Properly ,

And Not Playing MIA Anymore ,

Eat Regulary ,

Study Hard ,

Drink More Water

To Take Good Care Of MySelf Properly (:

I Will Keep My Promise !

Our New *Promise~ Promised* (:

Okays ? ^^

I Super Duper Love This Two Days ,
Th Way You Treated Me ,

Th Things You Promised Me (:

I'll Remember (:

Love Ya Too ^^

Muacks Too ^^

Ending Post Here :D

♂ , I Didnt Post Rubbish Hohs ! (:

So You Can't Scold Me .

Wakakas !

Fcukyou,Fcukyou,Fcukyou =p